The more I explore the less I know
My mind is a maize of contradictions
Full of demons waiting to be freed
From the walls that I have built
To contain them
Am I also walling up me in this process
Am I whole or is only pieces of me
Whose rules am I following
mine or societies
are my demons destructive
too me or to others
might they not be only a creative aspect of me
being only 'nice' does not feel 'right'
as others walk on my feelings
with seemly no remorse
am I creating a better version of me
for me? or is this for all of the 'you'
whose voices seem to roar and tell me
I need to be more
might this mean
my demons and I are better
together than confined
by rules that are not mine
by being me in all shades of grey
will my rainbow finally shine
and free me and my mind.
I hope and I pray
that this is my solution
to finding my way
and that I will stand proud and can say
here I am perfect in my imperfections
living life my way!