We have developed ideas in our infancy and childhood that still lead us and we are often unaware of them as adults. I am amazed by that untapped power that we as children have to set in place an emotion/fear or idea with such steel vault mentality. Every time I do an intense session to release a old pattern from my system and I trace back that pattern to my childhood I am always surprised that one little thought ect holds so much power over my rational adult self.
If anything it makes me remember how important it is as an adult and parent to be careful in what we say to our kids as we do not know how they will be perceived and remembered as they grow. Is it because as a young child we really are fearless in everything we attempt that we have this power to encode life long events into our minds? And how can we harness that power as an adult to create the changes we want in our now.
I am currently working with a talented hypnotherapist to address some of the issues I have not been able to resolve and the past life drama that can be causing issues now is mind blowing. Finding and understanding and releasing those issues is my current goal and using an hypnotherapist has been really insightful and rewarding.
If you find that you are hitting the same brick wall regardless of any work you have done, then I would recommend finding a therapist to help you uncover the reason why you created that thought in the first place. We - humans are so lucky that we can open up our emotional body and explore and heal it...
May your healing journey give you the answers you seek and lift you up with joy.