that my pathway is equally free of obstacles. I am processing the new dynamics in my life and am
visualising a bright fearless future. I find it continually amazing how I hold onto 'fears' of known and unknown origins and I have came to the conclusion that I have to walk into acceptance that this is just a part of who
I am because they - the fears - do not disappear for ever.
Acceptance of who I am
Now why is that so hard
I am worth accepting - right?
I find it sad that the inner voice says NO before my conscious logic shouts YES
I sit here in my middle 50's and wonder will I be asking the same questions in my 60's and 70's
I feel that yes I most likely will BUT I am hoping that emotional attachment will no longer be the
why to my questioning and that understanding of what drives me will be at the fore front of facing any
fears that I have not dealt with.
This is part of my journey and ignoring it is getting me know where so choosing to acknowledge my 'fears' and
choosing to become friends with them is now where I am at.
Wish me luck
Talk to you again soon.