presence there to help me in my day to day living. And I also laugh at myself because often in moments
of extreme stress I will forget to avail myself of their help and support. I now know that is a normal thing to do,
but it doesn't stop my guides from throwing their hands up in the air and shaking their heads - its almost like they want to stage an intervention to remind me to TRUST that they are here to help me see clearly and show me a path to travel that helps me in that moment, BUT they cannot if I don't ask.
I have always had the ability to communicate with other energies from other dimensions and have never had any formal training on how to do it, so maybe that is why I lapse in my communications with my own guides often because I have never had to work at doing so and because I spend much of my time communicating with
other peoples guides and angels as part of both my healing work and my clairvoyance readings for clients.
My guides do let me know in those moments of clarity that we need to keep growing our connection and maturing it for me to live out my contract in this life so I am consciously trying to connect and ask for communications daily and to leave the energy of those communications open so that I can learn and not be stuck in a perceived loop of what I think I should know and learn.
I find that being consistent when it applies to my own growth and even my physical wellness can be a challenge because I have a care takers soul that puts everyone else first and feels uncomfortable in applying the same consideration to myself. BUT I am working on it because truly without SELF LOVE how can we give totally to others without going into bitterness and playing a blame game because we have blocked out the ability to receive back.
: I am open to receiving Love
Too giving Love and too being Love.