I am thankful that we =humans= can evolve and change our thoughts and behaviours if we wish too. but it is alarming to me that those messages that I took on board as a young child are my immediate reference point for my subconscious self to turn to and that I need to be on high alert to shut them off.
I have come to the conclusion that being judgemental is part of the human conditioning and that in our everyday we are surrounded with subtle and outright in your face messages that are encouraging us to keep on being judgemental. It is no wonder that I have such a hard time turning off this aspect of my self as it is being feed continually that this behaviour is a good one as everyone else is also being judgemental.
So if that is the case then I will act with kindness to myself when I catch my inner thoughts of judgement I will keep on encouraging myself to be loving open and aware that this is not who I am or wish to be. I have long ago set my soul on a path of positivity and actively try to keep my mind and body on that path as well. Some days I succeed and other days I fail but I always get back on the path so for me that is a win. I hope the judgement of my inner voice can be diminished to a whimper and that the energy that comes with thinking negatively does not resonate in my physical reality of being loving to others.
As I have long ago excepted I am a work in progress and I have to accept that sometimes the work is easy and the solution quick and at other times it is painfully slow and the solution just out of reach. Oh well that is life is it not, a journey of many parts and pathways that we start with our birth and ends when we do.
Today my journey takes me back into how unexplored our inner minds are for most of us; and how little we allow ourselves to know ourselves on a deep level. We fill our days with the external because our internal can be a mind field that we do not want to explore.
In this moment I seek to be the positive voice that I wish to be and ask that the natural judge within me stops
and is open to change.
Take time to listen to your inner voice because you cannot change what you do not listen too.